First of the Year

So Christmas went off with a hit, I worked things out with my step mom and what not. So there really isnt much happening now, we are on good terms. The start of Christmas break wasnt what I really wanted, I ended up moving out of my sisters house and am now homeless. But I would rather be homeless then be living with her damn psycho a$$. I will just see where the road takes me for right now.

It is now the start of a new year and with a new year there are goals that we set for myself. This year for myself I have made my goals be the following:

• Lose a bit of weight
• Be a better girlfriend
• Not curse as much
• read more books
• and make deans list.

So the whole Lose weight issue is mainly for me to at least feel better about myself. Sure my boyfriend says I look beautiful the way I am, but I dont feel it. So I am going to do what it is that i need to do what makes me happy.

Now being a better girlfriend. How I feel about that is that I haven't been the best girlfriend to my boyfriend and i dont like that. It makes me sad. I feel like I am actually losing him at times. And yeah I know that I can be quick to anger but I am trying.. I just dont want to lose him. He really is a sweet guy, immature at times, but he is my love.

Cursing, simple, I just dont need to do it anymore.

Reading more books as easy as it says.

Making deans list- so last term I had a 2.73 gpa, it also reflected from what I had in previously. I just need to work harder, and I will.