So for this new college class that i have been taking, our first essay we are to write has to deal with a life quote that you live by. Mine is "What doesn't kill me only makes me stronger" and its true. But the problem i have with this essay, is that its making me dig deeper into my past. I haven't always had a bright past. And there are things that i don't want to really come out with. I don't know, i just go back to those days and remember everything i went through. How i became so isolated with myself i just didn't know what to do. Thinking of it brings back memories i just don't want to face and i lash out. i wish i never had them. And i feel bad for sam, he has to deal with me like this. Its not fair for him. I try hard to work on the things that for so long, i was told it was my fault. So i always have to say sorry. its how i was taught. I just need to work harder.
well signing off.....
Ally
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