just a rant

its just so.............................. i don't know at the moment. my life can be going so well and than BOOM!, something happens and i get sad again. I just wish that time would move on and i wasn't stuck in what felt like the house of hell. Don't get me wrong everything outside of home is fine, but its whats inside that not many people really know about. Its not so bad except for the verbal and emotional stuff that i have to go through from time to time. It never fails with me, i can't be the perfect child. And there is no way that i can be. I am who i am. if you can't accept that, than you can't accept me for me.

I'm getting tired of all the fights that have been going on here. I'm tired of living in my room and having to walk on egg shells, just because my step mom has a huge stick up her arse. She just needs to leave and not come back. we can make it on our own with no problem