Do you still love me?

Sometimes.... you hurt me more then i'm willing to admit. Why? Because i love you and am willing to turn a blind eye to the words that you say or the actions that you portray to me? When will i finally be able to admit the hurt that has been in me for the last few months is eating away at me. That i haven't been all that honest. That in you hurting me, i end up hurting you.

Only time heals all wounds, that is what these scars say to me. That i will be able to be me again one day. I just have to find myself again so i may look in the mirror and see myself, not some emptied shell of a being.

maybe one day...

Ash